new hair colour^^

my new hair colour

finally i transfer to new work place...
im ok wit the work place n make new frens there^^
tis year is the year i gt 2 bouquet of flower^^
its quite many to me ady..
last9 went kota damansara to dye my hair..
straight go after my work..from 10.50pm n my hair done at 1am..
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but im happy cuz i love tat colour..
haha..

countdowning my bday~
stil gt 4days to go~~

working life~~

working now..
i do enjoy tis job cuz i love make up n cosmetic..
n i noe new frens here..
all my pretty n cute little babes<3
they r friendly n cute..
but my legs are tired n pain sumtimes=(
reli long time din blog bout my things..
miss my blog suddenly..

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tmr goin to work full shift..
rest earlier..
good9 ..

im bak!!

hey guys! im bek from redang!

3 days 2 nights trip=)

i enjoyed it so much..

knew so much new frens there..

i hope my nxt trip wil cuming soon..haha

i hope to go BALI!!

=)

plan 1st..haha

im graduate..n its time to find job=(

no more study life..stress work life is cuming..

sobs..T.T

baby..would u hold me tight?

r u..?
the one..??
shud i..??
trust u..??
baby..
will u hold me tight..??

RIP uncle~

today i got a bad bad news!!
my uncle passed away due to an accident..
i cant believe it when my mum told me..
i felt it happen so sudden..
i cant stop my tears!!
he take k me when my dad is not around..
he ever help me took my report card when im in secondary..
he always joke around wit me..we r like frens..
but now he leave us..
i mis him..
the last time i met him was chinese new year..T.T
RIP uncle..
i wont forget u..u r always in my heart..
i think every year of my birthday i wil think of him..cuz his birthday is a day before mine..


dun wori frens..i wil b alrite..
n thx for ur adolescence..

especially to my baby boy..
he noe tat i cry for tis..he noe im sad..
he rush to my hse after his class juz to look for me..
sumore tat time rain heavily..
dear..i noe u wil b there whenever i need u..
i feel so touch..
i wil appreciate ur love..
u told me my uncle send me a gift before he leave..tats u~

chloe is bek

i think i left my blog for a period..
n now im bek=)
many sad things happen to me..
but its already pass tense..
cuz...i enjoy my life now..
he found me..
he drag me out of the painful..
he ask me to wake up n dun be stupid anymore..
thx my dear..
u make me feel tat im being protect by u..
i cant believe tat we met each other after few years later..
=)
thx baby..


p/s to sum1 : i have my great life now..n u got ur life..n u got her..juz appreciate wat u have now..n i wil appreciate wat i have now..i wont look bek for the past..u get wat i mean? dun tell me tat u stil miss me or wateva shit..dun be selfish..n dun leave bad imagination of u to me..

三个字~天天都想听~可以吗?

L.O.V.E

All day I've been wanting to see your face
I can't seem to focus on any of my work
The smile on your face when you sometimes stare at me
Without even realizing I want to confess to you that I like you.

I like being just a friend to you
If it means that I'll be by your side
I don't want to forget you
Cuz you're my most important friend
You're my best friend
But you can't be my boy friend

Whenever I look at you,
You always look back at me as just a friend
You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart

Whenever I'm staring at you
As thing more than just a friend
Without even realizing my heart starts to hurt
I'm afraid that my true feelings will show
So I try to hide it to myself
I'm slowly growing farther away from you

I like being just a friend to you
If it means that I'll be by your side
I don't want to forget you
Cuz you're my most important friend

You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart

You're my best friend
But you can't be my boy friend
Whenever I look at you,
You always look back at me as just a friend
You're my everything
But I can't confess to you
You live inside my heart
From nw on when I'm by your side
I'll see you only as a good friend
But I'll still cherish you
As much as I like you

累了~眼泪都忍不住掉了~

话题越来越少

争吵都省略掉

说话的语调

像陌生人闲聊

did i fall in love?

daphne say i look like vampire

did i fall in love?

profesional bridal make up course

taking profesional bridal make up now..
everyday need to attend class=(
but its worth..cuz learn a lot n enjoy the moments wit my classmates=)
appreciate the time we together..
after few months later..we r goin to graduate=(
tat time im sure im goin to miss u guys alot..a lot.......

matta fair

yday went matta fair wit my jumui~~

damn jam lo!!

while jamming,sure we camwhore!! haha

after matta fair,sum1 promise to fetch me bek!

but last minute he told me cant fetch me!

so angry!

sumore he sms me,not cal!

when i wanna bek ony notice his msg..

gek sei me

saturday night~genting

yesterday night went genting..reach genting around 12am..

went there jz for fun..haha..tis is the 1st time i went there at midnight..

reach home around 3 sth..

tired..sleepy..

yday night..i noe sth..n u told me sth..

i wonder wat u said is true from ur heart or gt other meaning..

but i am afraid..

i am afraid to fall again..

i dun dare to accept if its true..

u ask me y scare..izit afraid to get hurt..

i told u yes..yes..

u said u wont hurt ppl..cz u scare to get hurt too..

u asked me..enjoy single life?

my answer was..actualy i nt reli enjoy it..cuz i hope there is sum1 hug me when i am lonely,wipe my tears when i am cry,always be there when i need him..

but i am shocked when u said..sure can,n the person is u! u said u wil stand in front of me when i need u..

omg..dun sweet talk wit me..cuz i scare to fall for u..once i fall for u,i cant take it bek easily..i am serious!

tuesday

its tuesday..
tis is wat i did today..
hair accesories 3=)
like tis..
today when i reach home on9,i saw his msg thru msn..
he care bout me..but shud i happy for tat?
haiz..

i injured my finger when make tat hair accesories=(
bleeding..
but my teacher is so caring cuz help me put plaster on it..
thx nertt=)
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to9 goin out for movie lo..
''hot like summer''
cant wait to watch it..=)

lazy monday

its monday again..
i am lazy again..
today make the d.i.y necklace..omg..take 1 day to complete it..
my finger tips r so pain=(
hope sum1 care for me..but there is no one..
haiz..
juz finish watch 下一站,幸福..
so so so so sweettttttttttttt..........
haiz..so envy..
but the 1st one appear in my brain is him..
i hate tis feeling..
he is happy there..n i am sad here..
wat for..shit!
when he watch tis drama,the one appear in his brain sure is HER..
stupiak me..stupiak chloe..i hate myself..
我爱你,你爱她,他爱我..=(

happy chinese valentine's day

sth happen..

make me done my final desicion..

let him go..is the best way..

thx for frens tat care n comfort me..

i wil stay strong..

although u guys ask me dun cry cuz of the ppl tat wont appreciate me,but sumtimes i reli cant stop my tears..

cuz..i got my feelings..i am human too..

i wil try to avoid it..i promise u guys..

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today is the last day for cny..

which is chinese valentine's day too..

wish my frens happy chinese valentine's day..

best wishes to all lovely couples..

for who is single,bless u guys wil find ur partner soon..=)

假装~

其实我一直都在假装~
假装开心~假装祝福~假装没事~
全部都能装,但是我骗不了自己~
自己的心~只有自己知道~
我笑着祝福他,因为我真的想要他开心~
爱一个人不是只要他开心就行了吗?
就算你有多爱那个人,你永远都无法和他在一起..
有个人告诉我, 在不对的时间遇到对的人,是一种遗憾,可能天易弄人吧..
每晚到12点,不知不觉就会想起他而伤心到哭了起来~
可能每晚这个时候我都会听到他的声音吧~
这个就是我每晚等待的时候..可是再也没有了..
因为我不是那个她,我没这个资格~
她比我幸福多了..
我觉得我很傻~
他的一句话可以让我心情不好变得好~
这叫傻吗?
haizz...在他面前装什么没事..装什么开心啦..假到死..他都把我拆穿啦..丢脸死了..
每个星期六和日我都会觉得好点..
因为他会回家..不在college那边..
就是将我才可以和他聊天..他身边也没有那个她..
我觉得自己也很自私和很衰..=(
怎么办?爱会让人自私=(
很怕哦..
朋友告诉我..安慰我..叫我别伤心难过..
谢谢你们了..
我知道我需要的是时间..
还有..也要对某些人说对不起和谢谢你..
谢谢你对我的爱..我不是你想象那么好..
对不起因为我不能接受你们的爱..因为我的心住了一个人..我的心现在无法再放别人进来了..
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